Beta #2 is not good. We were aiming for 280 and it is only 122. Which means since Thursday it hasn't even doubled. The doctor says its either a lost twin or another miscarriage. Isn't it fucked up that I am desperately hoping its the former?
I go back on Wednesdsay. Though my guess is Wednesday's results will be inconclusive and I will have to go back on Friday. The doctor said I could wait till Friday as that would be more definitive and I said I couldn't wait.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK.
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Don't lose hope. I am still holding out hope. Hang in there. I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a hug. As hard as it is, just try to keep your mind busy and let your body rest a bit. (that's all the assvice I will give).
Thinking of you. ((BIG HUG))
I don't think it's wrong to hope -- I'm sitting here hoping for you :)
Oh FU** I hate the beta game. I am still hopeful for you as well - those numbers have been shown to do some really F**ked up things. I am almost tempted that if I get a bfp with IVF#3 to skip betas all together because they can be so crazy and all over the board. There is hope - my last transfer was 2 embryos, first beta at 10dp3dt was 34 and second beta at 12dp3dt was 32 - your writing is definitely NOT on the wall yet - so you are still pregnant until proven otherwise and that number could take off.
Hi L - ((HUGS)) thinkig of you this morning.
(((hugs)))
Try to keep that hope alive.
I know this is such a rollercoaster, but don't lose hope. Not yet. I'll be thinking about you. {hugs}
I'm so sorry :( Thinking of you and hoping for a miracle.
I'm so sorry, LanY. This waiting/mind game stinks! I go in for my 1st u/s today and I am just sick with nervousness. I so hope your beta today has gone up significantly. Praying for you!
Thinking about you.
Err...guess I said that already! :)
Hey L - just checking in to see if you had another beta...thinking of you.
Hey there. I am assuming since you haven't posted that things aren't good. (I hope I am wrong)
I hope you are okay. We are in the same boat (which seems to be sinking sometimes).
If you need to talk -
chelle (at) centpave (dot) com
Hi - just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.
Oh-I'm so sorry. I hope you are okay. ((hugs))
thinking of you
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