Friday, May 9, 2008

Over or not over? That is the question

Why does this all have to be so confusing!?!

On Wednesday (10-11dpo) I had some spotting. It was just a tinge of red on the paper after going to the bathroom. I had no idea whether it was the beginning of the end or implantation spotting. I of course fanatically checked the paper for the remainder of the day and there was really nothing there.

On Thursday (11-12dpo) in the morning there was a slight brownish tinge. Later in the morning, I went again and this time while going there were red drips of blood filling the toilet. I was convinced this was probably meaning the end. However, all afternoon and evening after this...nothing was there.

So this morning I decided to take a PG test. I wasn't planning on testing this early (my doctor advised waiting until today to test but I wanted to wait until Monday). I had one lonely test left over (non-digital). What were the results??? Well that is a good question! Given it was non-digital, I was playing the game of are there two lines or just one...There definitely was one dark control line and there was a hint of a second line. Now I know a line is a line but this line was so light if left you to second guess what it looked like before I had peed and maybe that hint of blue was always there...ugh!

So now I have no idea what is going on. Is this a chemical PG? Is it a negative? I suppose I should get a digital test and retry. However we are headed up to my parents tonight and I really don't want to test tomorrow morning at their house.

Stay tuned...

5 comments:

Emily said...

Oh wow! Roller coaster weekend for you. Perhaps go get a digital and POAS again this afternoon or evening? I hope this it for you! Thanks for visiting my blog!

Little Wonders said...

How frustrating!! I hope you'll be able to retest soon ... and I hope it's a BFP!! But I totally agree with Emily about the roller coaster, it is so exhausting. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you!

Jill said...
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Jill said...

Oh, I hope it's your BFP! I would POAS again first thing in the morning. All of that bleeding and spotting could've been from implantation! Keeping you in my prayers!

Paula Keller said...

OH! That is SO my last few days! Seriously, read my past few posts, it'll be deja vu!

Well, hopefully not. Hopefully your outcome will be better than mine.


Anyway, I know your frustration.